Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts
Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts

9/05/2014

A TRIP DOWN MEMORY LANE




This is a trip down memory lane, exactly the way I intended it to be.
The moment I step onto the small island I feel as if I am stepping back
into the past. I am my teenage self again, wandering the streets with 
my best friend. Two young girls full of mischief and laughter. 
We roamed these streets together like two stray cats, 
understanding each other blindly. 

I am sitting near Santa Maria della Salute, 
feet dangling in the water while I savor my figs. 
They will forever be the taste of Italy to me.
Remembering how we would live on ice-cream back then, 
tasting a new flavor with every cone we bought, 
grinning from ear to ear licking our  share of lampone,
limone and vaniglia.  









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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra 160
© nicole sprekelmann

8/20/2014

LOST AND CONFUSED




So what to do when the fog is slowly closing in on you?
You can feel it settling onto your skin, gripping you with it's
cold and wet fingers, giving you the shivers.

So what to do when the it is slowly closing in on you, 
blocking your view and making you stumble?
Trying to find your way through its dense little droplets.

So what to do when the fog is clouding your vision
and you don't know what is right and what is wrong,
Not knowing  which direction to turn, feeling all 
lost and confused.

What to do when all there is to see are those memories.
Memories and the fog. So what to do?



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camera: bronica sq-a
film: tri-x, expired
© nicole sprekelmann




6/30/2014

MOM, I LOVE YOU!







The darkest of summers, filled with so much pain, so many
agonizing emotions, filled with fear and still so much hope.
The darkest of summers is leaving a battlefield behind, so many
bruises and painful memories. 
The darkest of summers has left me feeling all helpless and
alone, facing so much emptiness, so much loss. The mind
cannot even understand what is happening.
The darkest of summers.

The last laugh so long ago that I can 
hardly hear the sound of it anymore. 
The last hug a month ago. 
The last word more than a week ago. 
The last glance yesterday.
The last touch and kiss a few hours ago.
The last breath today. 

Find peace.

I love you
mom.



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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra 160 nc, expired
location: beloved mattsee, place of our summers
© nicole sprekelmann

3/31/2014

HELLO SPRING



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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra
© nicole sprekelmann

3/24/2014

NEW LOVE




I have waited for quite some time for my new love. I have been searching for the right medium 
format film camera for ages until I found her, my now sweetheart. She might not be the 
one I take with me every day, but she is definitely one who reminds me to think
before I shoot. She is one to make me giddy and amazed about the miracle that 
takes place when taking a picture. She is the one to remind me to take a deep breath
and think before snapping away.






I still have to find the focus... still have to learn...





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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak tri-x
© nicole sprekelmann

2/03/2014

DARKNESS DESCENDING



I made it through January, the month of darkness and deep shadows. Now the days are 
slowly getting lighter and with them the feelings of coldness and endless winter darkness 
slowly lifts off my shoulders. Every day there is another hint that I will not have to wait 
much longer until spring will finally cast warm hues and hope.


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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra 400
© nicole sprekelmann

1/20/2014

PASTEL LIGHT

Soft light falls upon my pale skin and brings some pastel hues. Will this turn darkness into light?
Will the powdery softness and those gentle tones turn the inner turmoil into something
less painful and disturbing? Will light, that traveled so far to kiss my skin bring the much
sought after peace and calm? 








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camera: nikon fm2
film: kodak portra 400
© nicole sprekelmann

1/16/2014

SHINE ME SOME HAPPINESS

Breathing in bright rays of light that come visiting this morning. I let them tickle my winter skin
and brighten up the quiet sadness of the endless darkness. Drinking in the golden glow in
urgent gulps, embracing every spec of glittering dust dancing in the newfound brightness.
Pushing away every thought, just be, feeling lost in the bright glow.




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camera: nikon fm2n
film: kodak portra 200
© nicole sprekelmann

1/08/2014

SILENT GREY

Leaden clouds are pushing each other across the horizont, 
as if competing in some silent race. 
I immerse myself into winter darkness, 
trying to block out January's bleakness. 
Eyes glazing over ever so slightly, fluttering in the last effort to stay open. 
Then closing to the sound of pelting rain, letting daydreams come flying in. 
The warmth if fluttering thoughts and dreams carry me away to another place. 
Somewhere beyond the grey of clouds rain and winter winds. 






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camera: nikon fm2n
film: kodak portra 400
© nicole sprekelmann

12/28/2013

QUIET WINTER DAY

Wintertime is tea time, is time to quietly sit and reflect on the year that is coming to an end. 
I am sitting at the table, candles brightening a day that never even got light. The sky is
grey and full of rain, not willing to tell all those stories hidden in it's deep clouds. The light is 
slowly fading into darkness, another winter's day has passed without snow. 



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camera: nikon fm2n
film: kodak portra 200
© nicole sprekelmann

12/23/2013

WINTER SOUL AND CHRISTMAS THOUGHTS

Scanning negatives and drinking strong coffee, 
christmas music is softly playing. 
I just love this festive mood all around, this very
special time of year. I love waking up to the hope of snow,
sitting in bed cuddled up in warm blankets. I love all the 
twinkly lights casting a cozy glow, bringing back sweet 
childhood memories. 













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camera: nikon fm2n
film: kodak portra 400
© nicole sprekelmann

1/04/2012

Midori Traveler's Notebook

So here it is – my new pal!

So far I have been using a Filofax for all my daily planning, addresses, numbers and notes. I have 2 Filo's, one personal and one pocket. The pocket is usually the one that I will take with me on the go.
A notebook is needed for my drawings general journal stuff. For that purpose I lugged an a5 x-17 around with me. Now seeing that those two items are not everything I carry around with me, it's easy to guess at the state of my poor shoulders – right, they are sore from carrying all that stuff with me.

Another solution was needed and then it happened. I fell in love with the traveler's notebook and I think I might have found the answer to my prayers. The Traveler's Notebook works similar to the x17, both use elastic bands to hold notebooks inside the cover. This system is extremely flexible as you can put in whatever refills you need.

The traveler's Notebook will replace my Filofax AND my notebook because I will now have both
put together in one.

Traveler's Notebook, Stipula Passaporto and some old stuff
























Some modifications

1. Calendar
The first addition was a good calendar. I found to be the Midori calendars to be a bit expensive and not quite perfect. So I ended up creating my own refill. On the left I have one week, on the right there are checkboxes for "to-do's" and some blank space for doodles or additional notes. To save precious space I decided to have a 6 monthly calendar.
I added a few pages of important informations to the calendar. There is a personal information page, finances, a yearly calendar, a birthday calendar, important numbers, worldmap with times and a page for dates that I need to save in the next calendar.

Traveler's Notebook with DIY calendar 



2. Art and journaling
This is my journal refill. For now I am using the insert that came with the Traveler's Notebook. I have ordered some other blank refill that I will try out. But I might end up having my own paper stapled together and made into a refill. This is the inside cover that I doodled on. 

Traveler's Notebook blank refill and Stipula Passaporto.
The drawing was done with Diamine ink in Raw Sienna and
Diamine ink in Hope Pink
























2. Storage capacity
Although I have the plastic envelope and little pocket stickers for storage it doesn't seem to be enough for me. So I folded an envelope from an old paper bag (this is an ultra old Diesel bag). It's really easy do do and looks brilliant – even if I say so. This little bag is big enough to even hold a folded a4 letter. I glued it to the back of my journal/art refill. Good thing nothing can get lost anymore. 


This envelope was made from an old paper bag. One piece
is folded a few times and out comes an envelope/bag that
stores a lot of things. 

























2. Tabs to keep things nice and tidy  
This idea I saw over at Patrick NG from http://scription.typepad.com/. I fell in love with his leather tabs and just had to have them. So I cut up an old leather bag that I'd never use again and cut there tabs. Believe me, it's NOT easy to get those little buggers straight and good looking. Mine are not quite ready yet. They will get their edges oiled and be stamped with a function. As far as I am concerned those little tabs do enhance the look of the Traveler's Notebook and keep my lose leaf do-do lists all orderly.

Tabs made of leather. They hold all sorts of to-do lists







2. All finished   
This is what my Traveler's Notebook looks like now. I am done for now and the notebook is ready to keep track of my life. Now the fun part starts – filling it all up. One thing is for sure, we will have a lot of fun together. This notebook is amazing and I am sure I won't miss my Filofax and the x17 notebook for one second.

My new mate





11/22/2010

Diana mini´s second roll








Never predictable, 
never repeatable, 
never perfect, 
always perfectly beautiful. 

That is what you get when you take your Diana mini out to play. 
This is from my second roll of film, cheap drugstore film, 200 iso. 
Shot indoor, set to bulb mode, handheld.







11/14/2010

Diana mini love

Here are a few pictures from the diana mini. I used the cheapest film I could find cause I am still trying to figure out what I do. It was some drugstore colorfilm 200 iso. I do like how those turned out. I am really looking forward to experimenting with different situations, films, light and exposure time.