51 endless days
51 days of sadness
51 days of sweet memories
51 days missing you
51 days that I haven`t spoken to you
51 days and your voice is still filling my head
51 days trying to find a way to live
51 days of haunting thoughts
51 days of emptiness in my heart
51 days of feeling hopeless and alone
51 days of frozen blood in my veins
51 nights of bad dreams
51 nights feeling overwhelmed
51 nights feeling like a little child neeing its mom
51 nights remembering being tucked into bed
51 nights remembering your soft voice reading stories
51 nights wishing it wasn`t so
51 nights staring at the ceiling
51 nights wondering where one goes
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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra 160 nc
© nicole sprekelmann
