Showing posts with label film photography. Show all posts
Showing posts with label film photography. Show all posts

9/08/2014

FLORENCE SUNDOWN




Florence.
 I am getting lost in the city – from morning till night.
I am drowning in its beauty, taking in the music and its magical light.
Walking past the river, climbing steps to take a break on piazza
michelangelo, with magnificent view over the entire city. 
Drinking the most delicious coffee in little side streets, 
talking to strangers while the sun is slowly sinking into
the river.






















8/20/2014

LOST AND CONFUSED




So what to do when the fog is slowly closing in on you?
You can feel it settling onto your skin, gripping you with it's
cold and wet fingers, giving you the shivers.

So what to do when the it is slowly closing in on you, 
blocking your view and making you stumble?
Trying to find your way through its dense little droplets.

So what to do when the fog is clouding your vision
and you don't know what is right and what is wrong,
Not knowing  which direction to turn, feeling all 
lost and confused.

What to do when all there is to see are those memories.
Memories and the fog. So what to do?



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camera: bronica sq-a
film: tri-x, expired
© nicole sprekelmann




8/15/2014

SWEET SUMMER DAYS





Summer afternoon – time is standing still. 
Sitting under the old magnolia tree.
Letting the mind wander, 
remembering those wonderful childhood summers. 








Your soft hands and warm kisses on my forehead would wake me in the morning.
You would ask about my dreams, your eyes sparkling. "A dragon?" You would
ask and smile, listening intently to my stories of the night.

Then our tiny feet would sleepily tumble down the 
stairs onto the sunlit terrace, to find our breakfast trays laden with summer treats.
Orane juice, croissants, marmalade, cherries and slices of oranges.






Leaving us with plenty of energy to ride the bike, 
spend hours on the swing in our garden,
climb over fences to hide in the forrest, drink endless 
glasses of sweet iced tea in  colourful glasses, 
climbing the trees in our garden,
splashing in our little pool. 







I can still smell  the sun lotion, hear the music playing from the
stereo. Can still feel the soft skirt brushing against my skin. I can still
remember those white wet sheets blowing in the evening  wind, 
all those warm summer rains and thunderstorms. 






I remember my little red bike and the rose bushes that I hit on my first 
ever solo ride... I remember my little pink swimsuit and how proud I felt to
be wearing it during those long summer afternoons in the pool. 
I can still hear the laughters from our neighbour kids running around
our garden.

Sweet endless summer days ...






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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra 160 nc, expired
© nicole sprekelmann

6/30/2014

MOM, I LOVE YOU!







The darkest of summers, filled with so much pain, so many
agonizing emotions, filled with fear and still so much hope.
The darkest of summers is leaving a battlefield behind, so many
bruises and painful memories. 
The darkest of summers has left me feeling all helpless and
alone, facing so much emptiness, so much loss. The mind
cannot even understand what is happening.
The darkest of summers.

The last laugh so long ago that I can 
hardly hear the sound of it anymore. 
The last hug a month ago. 
The last word more than a week ago. 
The last glance yesterday.
The last touch and kiss a few hours ago.
The last breath today. 

Find peace.

I love you
mom.



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camera: bronica sq-a
film: kodak portra 160 nc, expired
location: beloved mattsee, place of our summers
© nicole sprekelmann

4/19/2014

IMAGINE









    If you can imagine it,
    you can archive it;
    if you can dream it, 
    you can become it.

    William Arthur Ward


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    camera: bronica sq-a
    film: kodak portra 160 nc, expired
    © nicole sprekelmann

    4/17/2014

    ETERNITY





    The old magnolia in my back garden has been giving shade for decades.
    The first rays of spring sun start kissing my skin while I am sitting underneath
    this old tree, that has seen so many springs. I am mesmerized
    by the soft magentas and whites that dance around in the soft breeze. A slight scent
    lingers, mixing with the scent of my morning coffee. I am looking up, into those 
    countless leaves, willing my brain to take in this stunning picture in for eternity.



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    camera: bronica sq-a
    film: kodak portra 160 nc, expired
    © nicole sprekelmann